Guten Morgen or good morning my dear readers. Times are ticking so fast, and I almost had no idea how persuade it slower so I had time to blog again. But no need, as the time suddenly stops, leaving a windy thunder day with a glass of chocolate in my side: finally I have free time.

Fellow, now I know what does "PATIENCE" means. It doesn't mean you have to wait until the end with no rational reason; it is an ability to trust that something good, maybe wordless, is on the way but He has to delay it until the time comes. Basically I'm an impatient person, I am! I really don't like wasting my time on something that is blurry outside, unknown inside. I love keeping myself for a clear purpose and real time result. Missing one of schedule could explode me, sometimes.

But I guessed it was the biggest mistake I had in my romance. I love dreaming (did I say that already? Maybe in past) and somehow when I put my heart on someone, definitely I ensured myself I'd get him. But it was the past, and it brought me in fallen dream and endless failure. It was the past.

Now I'm trying to live my life so free, like a bird. Open the door, and see who's coming. At first I thought this suggestion would be nothing at all, but jumping juvenile I was wrong. This brings me the real act of life, how I should see this point earlier. Purpose needed, but don't be so radically move forward. Just do what you need, wait, and see the result.

And yes, my patience brings me someone who I never guessed before. Never been imagined, but I'm absolutely grateful because he suffices me in :)

"When the door shuts, God provides you thousand windows still in open. For you."